Title: Unsettled

Chapter: Analyzing the Problem

Author: Crysi aka Lady Crysiana aka "that weird chick what's wrote Mahou no Bishounen Yamato and is being very irresponsible about finishing it and she also did those DNAngel fics"

Email: znm101@hotmail.com

Rating: PG

Warnings: Chapter two and three have SHOUNEN AI. Mention of Het, if that bothers you.

Summary: Yuugi is writing an email to the reader about how his life is...unsettled. ^^;;

Notes: Yeah...Someday I'll be good at long-running narratives; until then you get one-shots that are mostly pov stories. ^^;; This one is in second person. o.O I have no idea where the format for this came from. Er...yeah, if anyone has that email addy, I didn't know... ^^;;

From: mutouyuugi@hotmail.co.jp
To: rabidyuugifanatic@yahoo.com
Subject: Re: re: I need to talk to someone...
Time: Mon, 17 Sep 2001 14:15:00 PDT

What does "dot dot dot" mean? When I looked for your response to what you thought Shizuka meant, I thought you just didn't respond. Is "dot dot dot" supposed to be an answer?

I've been thinking. I'm not unhappy with school; all my classes are fine and I'm not having trouble with my studies. I'm not unhappy with the games, there's a new one just out this week. I'm not unhappy at home, Mama and Jichan are fine. My friends are all happy.

So the only thing I can think of is Anzu.

I can't think of why I should be unhappy with Anzu. She's... she's what I wanted. For a long time. She's nice, and there and... she's nice.

I'm being stupid; there's nothing wrong with Anzu.

So is there something wrong with me?

I don't know who I can talk to about this. Aibou, for all his wonderful strengths, isn't the best relationships person. Shizuka -chan could probably offer me good advice, but she's been watching me a lot recently and it's getting creepy. Jounouchi-kun rolls his eyes every time I talk about Anzu (though I did kinda go overboard with telling him how wonderful she was when we first got together.) Honda-kun had a nervous breakdown last week and is in counseling (Miho-chan asked Bakura-kun out. He said no, but maybe she shouldn't have done it in front of Honda-kun.) I can't talk to Anzu about this. Kaiba-kun. I would have to absolutely desparate to ask Kaiba-kun for advice in this situation. I talked to Bakura-kun, but he just gave me this really long, weird look, and muttered something about his dark side not being totally wrong about everything and something about Jounouchi-kun being lucky.

I also have something to tell you, but you have to promise not to mention it to anyone else. I know Jounouchi-kun likes me. I mean, he's liked me for a long time, since before the Sennen Game began. I knew he liked me when he stole that puzzle peice from me; don't ask me how, I just know how he is. ^_^; (I'm not dense or stupid. I know I can be naive and miss things sometimes; it's not the same thing.) The thing is, I know it would bother most guys, to know their best friend likes them. It doesn't bother me. It's kinda weird at times, but he's really nice, and he's always there for me. He's a lot like Anzu, though he'd never make that comparison, but he is like Anzu about me. And he's a really great guy. I know he's unhappy; he doesn't want to tell me he likes me and upset me and all that. It's annoying that people think I miss things like that.

I thought it was weird that everyone missed that the evil Bakura was sexually molesting his other side. I thought it was weird that Jounouchi didn't notice Mai-san staring at him all the time. I thought it was weird that Miho-chan never noticed that Honda-kun was crazy for her. (Everyone thought that was weird. There's still a betting pool going over whether she knows that he likes her and is faking missing it so he'll just keep getting her stuff or whether she really is that dense.)

But about Jounouchi-kun. I'm not sure what to do about him. He's my friend. I like him. I like him a lot. Am I just being an idiot by not talking to him about it?

Did I just say I like Jounouchi-kun?

I really need to talk to him.

Yuugi